Received the news from Kee li during lesson time about your death.
I was shocked and speechless.
Unfortunately I received the news late, and didn't get to see you for one last time.
I seriously don't understand why nobody tell me about it.
Went online to search about the news, and somehow got an idea of what happened.
Why are you so silly to come to this decision?
You could have come to me and tell me about your problems like how you did last time.
You said you want to meet me this week to go swimming together! But you lied. You left us.
Why? - I kept on asking myself.
I seriously dont understand the guy that was with you on the night.
Why didn't he stop you? Why didn't he hold you back?
Maybe there's some reason behind it but it's ridiculous!
And I understand why you chose this path, I know it's very hard on you.
Silly girl! You shouldn't do this. Do you know how upset all of us were?
But now, everything is pointless.
I remember your smiles, your dimple, and the way you talk, laugh, eat, how you used to pet the cats around the void deck and such...
Maybe someone will think that you're some typical ahlian who always hang out under the void deck, screaming and shouting on top of your voice and speaking always vulgarities but I know you're not.
You're a very nice person but many people don't know that.
A cheerful and innocent one I should say. And also a pretty girl (;
However, everything's over right now, so don't worry anymore.
I believe you're with God now and he will forgive you for all your sins and guide you through your path in Heaven.
I will pray for you and your family, no worries.
I will miss you very very very very very much!
Memories that we once shared together will be kept in me forever.
Love you! (:
P.S. Please keep on smiling like how you used to!
Labels: Tan Hui Min 25th Nov 1994 - 30th Apr 2010 ♥
