haa . feel lyk blogging suddenly .

iim really really not in de mood right now.
idk why. ii tot helping people is a happy thing to do?
but y cant i feel the happiness in mii?
i really dunno wad to do right now.
feel lyk crying . maybe? perhapps .
but i promised before tt i wont shed a tear for anyone .
so i'll control . i wont cry . (:
big girls dont cry* haa .
[ i felt as if myself carrying a 100kg load on my body . i feel so tiredd right now . ]

♥nth much to say to euu.
perhaps euu will find out / understand one day .
glad tt euu & ur stead is bac to normal again.
haas .
i'll try to forget.
forget every single thing tt had took place.
ThPast&ThPresent .
D**Q&Euu .

iim tiredd .
i want my mind tu stop thinking !
thinking abt ? [dun wanna tell .]
i'll wake up .
i'll not fall any deeper .
i'll stop thinking .
i'll stop loving .
*IfReallyICould.


♥给我一点时间
我就会把一切给忘掉
因为 这样下去也不是办法
我不想再自欺欺人了
我选择放弃 我选择忘记
我选择逃避 我选择不爱你
因为有种爱叫“手放开”(: