Finally came into a solution last night before i went to bed...
I've decided to break up with him...and i did..
However..i felt that i've hurt his fragile heart...bt if i dun break up with him nw...the wound he is having now will b much more deeper than he have now...
So let's jus break up...
And finally...everything's over...
A huge burden had jus left mii n i felt relieved...
It's over n i'm back as myself again...

[let's jus break up...i think we better off as frens...I could not forget about him...and i dun wish to cheat eu of ur feelings and make use of eu...i thought at first that if we were together,mayb i could forget him...however..things went the other way round...let's jus b frens..and i think...eu definitely could find urself another girl that is much more better than mii...and a girl that lurves eu n treats eu much much more better than i did...so jus let go...n i wish eu well...]