Love...it's so difficult...so hard n so confused..

It've been a long time since i have ever fall in love n love someone like tis...

I hate to admit it bt i've no choice...cos moi heart beats for him..i've tried to control it but it seems so difficult...

I used to tell myself that i dun lyk him, i dun like him just treat him as moi good friend but as days past by..i found myself starting to think alot about him...wondering wat he is doing and where he is..i started to care alot about him...but the problem is that i'm not quite sure how he feel about me...haiiz..

He's friends told me that he likes me but i dun think they're telling the truth...n i think that he already got someone he likes..but definitely not me i supposed..

haiiz..love is so difficult n so complicated...

Nowadays,whenever i see him or think of him..my heartbeat will increased rapidly...n i can't help it den i'll find something to talk to him n make him laugh...i like the feeling seeing him being so happy..n whenever he's upset,i'll try my best to cheer him up n on that particular night..i'll have a sleepless night..even though i've to wake up early the next morning..

Doing so much things for him..n i think forever he won't know it cos...i dun hav the courage to tell him i like him...i wish i hav the courage to do so...but i'm afraid i'll get hurt again...T.T

As the saying goes:'once bitten twice shy'

I wonder why love is so hard n why is it so tired n complicated...